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wow, it was Valentines day today. Drew took the whole day off work today, coz he went down to london to link up with his girlfriend, and i bet he had fun.
I saw adam's user name logged into the system, so i did something silly i tried to change his password, but i think somethings gone wrong, adams gonna kill me when he finds out.
All the guys at uni were giving all the girls roses, it was sort of like a promotional thing, so now both mine and jas's rooms are full of roses, well sort of,* he,he*.
Jason has also come down, him and jas have gone out someplace, they asked if i wanted to come but i just said no, i did'nt feel like it.
Lucus also came over, after i'd finished my shift at work, he bought me a teddy bear, which i accepted ( coz i love teddy's) but i told him that i still had'nt changed my mind and was'nt gonna.
lucus pleaded with me not to do this, at this point i started crying, and told lucus that this was for the best and that if he really loved me and wanted to see me happy he would'nt come here or phone me again.
Lucus was really upset and he even asked me, if i was seeing someone else, and i said how could he even think like that.
After talking things through calmly, lucus finally gave me one last kiss, said " see you around then", and walked off home.
I started cying again after he left, coz i felt like such a bitch, how could i do this to him, Jas thinks that i've made a really big deal over a silly fight, but she was'nt there that day, she did'nt see how angry lucus got.