
don't wanna
well tommorrow we're going out for Anna'z leaving do, i did'nt wanna go, coz i'm not really in the mood for celebrating So when I told drew I'm not coming he didn't really try to persuade me cause I told him that I had an exam on Thursday and really needed to revise for it, but when I told adam the same thing he wouldn't take no for an answer and told me to bring my books to work and revise there, and then go to the party, he even went and told the dr and then she wouldn't take no for an answer and told me that after work she would come to my yard to pick me up, so I said o.k. I will come,
then she asked adam " how are you going to get there?" and he replied by saying that he was going there in his car, and then the dr goes " why don't you pick chloe up and take her with you" and he said ok. I don't know why she did that for, it's as if she was matchmaking.
Now, i'm kinda excited about going with adam, it might be fun, and jas keeps on teasing me about adam, but there's nothing going on between us were just mates, so o.k i do feel attracted to him, but thats as far as it goes, i'm not gonna do anything about it, besides there's somebody else who lives in my heart, even though he's not here, he's always in my thoughts and my heart.
well we'll just see how tommorrow goes.