lucus's graduation day
It was lucus\'s graduation day today, he looked so good in his graduation outfit, i\'m so proud off him, he\'s finally done it after all that hard work and effort.
After when everyone was walking back inside the uni, i ran upto lucus and stopped him and asked if we could chat for a few minutes, and he harshly replied and said \\\" but your the one, who always said that talking was\\'nt a good idea, so what the heck do ya want now?\\\", he was so mean but i remained calm and said \\\" plz lets just talk, i\'m sorry i did\'nt mean all those things, and deep down you also know it, can you just give me another chance to explain things\\\" and he said \\\" why should I? all those times when i wanted to talk, what did you do?? did you give me a chance?? no, you just walked away, and thats exactly what i\\'m gonna do\\\"!!!
As he said those words he started walking away, and then i don\\'t know what came over me, i totally lost it, i started crying and was screaming and shouting at him, i dropped to the floor, and everyone was staring at me and asking if i was o.k, but the one person, who i wanted to ask me if i was alright, kept on walking, he did\\'nt even turn back and look at me.
I started crying harder and harder, in the end jas and some graduates had to pull me up, and they were telling me, that lucus was pathetic and that i should\'nt bother with a self centred person like that, even after lucus just left me there, i could\'nt take people bad mouthing him, so i shouted back at them, \\\"what ever lucus did i deserved it, i hurt him and he had every right to hurt me back\\\".
I love him, and what ever way he wants to punish me i\'ll take it, whatever makes him happy, whatever.
It\'s been a while since i\'ve been home now, and i\'ve calmed down now, thinking what happened today, i can\\'t believe that i did that, i made a fool out of myself, what must lucus\\'s fellow gradutaes think about me now?
Now that lucus has graduated, i wonder if he\'s going back to london, or if he\'s planning on staying for the summer..
So many questions need anwsering........