snooker
Met drew in the park today, we were sitting on the bench, i was really upset and quiet, drew kept on asking jas what was wrong with me, she said that she did'nt know, my head was on the table, i was crying silently, then drew saw me, and he begged me to tell him what was wrong, so jas told him that we were leaving, i started crying harder, i was'nt only crying over leaving, but also over lucus, i don't know i had so many mixed up feelings, it was sort of embarassing, becoz i've never cried infront of drew before.
Drew told us not to leave, but i told, him, that my home was'nt here and i had to go back.
After that we went to the pub opposite the park, we had a few drinks and played snooker, i'd stopped crying but i still felt really down, all i could think about was lucus.
I don't care what he says i'm gonna go and see him tommorrow.