no fun at all
Jason is in southampton, we went out to this really loud pub called varsity, it was full of people tonight.
Drew kept on flirting with all the girls, jas and jason were holding hands,and i felt sort of out of place, i was\'nt enjoying the evening, and just wanted to go home, but the others would\'nt let me.
The pub was really crowded, so at one point, jason held my hand, and walked with me threw the crowd, which felt sort of weird, but i just was\'nt having fun, i don\'t know what was wrong with me, i think i was sort of missing someone, and we all know who, seriously i really missed him , i know i should\'nt but i felt jealous of jason and jas tonight.
So we came home early, but drew decided to stay, and have a couple more drinks.
I really miss lucus soo much tonight, i really do.