it hurts 2 see him, knowing he hates me
Today i saw lucus in westquay for the 1st time in months, i wanted to call out to him, but he was too far away, it bought so many memories back, and tears to my eyes.
After i came home i felt really depressed, drew asked if i wanted to come out tonight but i refused, saying that i was tired.
I've been thinking about lucus ever since, i just can't get the thought of him out of my head, i feel angry, i feel like breaking things, but where is that gonna get me.
I want him back, i really want him, i know i've said this many times, but this time i mean it, i really want him back.