weird being back home
It's so weird being back home, it feels different, like i neva even left.
I feel nervous this morning, i wana go and see Lucus, but i'm scard of what might happen, what if he tells me to get lost again, i don't think that i could bare that, but i guess if i want things to work out i'll have to go and see him.
So i'll go today.
It's so pathetic, i can't even write anymore, i just don't have the spirts.........