Nicoles coming down
Just found out that Nicoles coming down, coz she wants to celebrate her 19th birthday with, me, kam, jay and Sabz.
So they've booked the resturant for the 6th.
All is great, i'm glad she wants to spend her birthday with us, but given recent avents, i don't think i'm really in the mood for celebrating, but knowing those guys, their not gonna take no for an answer, so i guess i have no choice but to put on a fake smile and go along with it.
Well my referal letter from hospital finally arrived, i've got to see a counseller every saturday, for a maxium of 6 months. I don't even know if i wana go, whats the point? is it gonna make things right between me and lucus?
shit suddenly i just don't feel like writing anymore.................