lousy
Todays been lousy, i've just been sitting in my room doing nothing, i don't feel like doing anything.
I've had a headache too, coz of all that shitty medicine i have to take, it makes me feel dizzy and faint, if i had a choice i would'nt take it at all, but i don't have a choice so i guess i have to keep stuffing that shit inside me.
I'm walkin around the room, pacing bck and fourth, thinking is there anyway i can sort things out with lucus, maybe i could blackmail him, into going out with me again! anythings worth a try is'nt it?
i have to think of somert!!!!
but for the time being i need